I woke up early feelin cold...i usually slept with out any comforter or blanket..around 5 am in the morning..i feel soo cold and got up to comfort myself...a cup of tea made me feel better..hmmnnn thinking of what my day today would be..pretty much too much task waiting ahead..sometimes i felt like im giving up,mental and physically stressed, but i got 5 months left and my contract will be done.. i cant wait...im soo tired of working almost 12 hours a day. but its not worth enough for a very low wage..i dnt have any regrets being here working my ass off..because this is the gods plan..if i am not here..maybe im somewhere else hanging around with out direction...its a total life changing, from being irresponsible and happy go lucky girl turns to a totally grown up woman..yes i am totally grown up...my fucos is my family and my future ... i want to have a simple life..free from any stress and living a life simply wonderful..i know i could make,gods is guiding me and my plans is on his hands..my realtrionship as well ..
I cant wait going home taking care of other stuff..like beautifying my house.gardening and landscaping and what the good thing is i can rest when ever i want...i cant wait thank you lord for everything..i love you...
|Happy for no reason is one of my favorite book.Marci Shimoff gather all the biography of all the people who live their life happy for no reason..in this book i learn alot i learned a lot..|
|Peaks and Valley its teaches me how to overcome upd and downs of life..it is hard to get into the peak and maintain..life is like a peaks when everything seemsgood..and valleys when life is valleys when is evvrything turns out failed or wrong..in this book u can take some advive..who moved my cheese in the same author i love it..i represent myself ..coz he never give up until he saw a huges stock of cheese|
|This book teaches me how to use the power of law of attraction..hmmnn im not done yet still reading and i love it..law of attract.."THINK,BELIEVE AN D RECIEVE"|
Sunday is time for god..although i cant go to church,all i did is just listening to worship song..while listening to all the songs..its flashing back all the good things that god gave and made..i never been this happy for my whole life..this is my second chance to live my life according to his will..he made me whole again ,he lighten up my way and guiding me and i will never be lost again..few years ago..i am soo damn..i thought i can make my own with out his guidance,yes i do believe,i go to church every sunday but for purpose ...praying and worshipping him to have a favor back..that not the real essence of prayer,,prayer is for glorifying him,ask guidance and blessing ,u cannot demond of what u want,because u will end up failed because god has a purpose to every one of us..he knows what we want ,he knows our needs,we dont need to ask it he give it to us,just we human are impatient thats why most of us failed and we blaming god why is this is happened to us.why god is not with us and he let things happened..thats just because we are rushing and not waiting for his plan..god never let us down all we need to do is communicate with him through prayers..
Im soo excited of god plans for me..i know that my life in his hands through him with him everything fall in the right time.and i dnt have to worry ..all i need to do.eat ,pray,work,and keep the love flame in my heart..simple and easy way to make my life wonderful...thank you lord for all the blessing i love you...please oh lord guide and protect my family and my mahal ko..i love you lord...
|oh goshhhh look at my nose "Its Swelling"|
I took this pic yesterday...weeee look at my nose ..its swelling that means im getting fat..what i can do ,i love to eat..i love to sleep.thats make my nose swell..some says i do still look good..oh yeah sure..i do ??how i wish i have perfect nose ..thats is just a wish..but nots impossible if i have a lots of money..all i have to do is be contented an love what i have.
Waking up this morning sounds not fun at all...back to the real world..working everyday..i rested for 3 days doing nothing just facebook and blogging and lil chatting with my neighbor..and now working again,i woke at 6 its been a long slept last night..i ate my breakfast ,tea and i included my left over rice from yesterday..talking of yesterday,we had much fun cooking filipino foods at ate rihanna house.we cooked ,kare kare (beef with peanut sauce and mix veggies)lumpia(vegetables springrolls) and fried fish (tilapia) it was soo great,tasted good..being here in arabs country we dont usually eat pilipino foods unless we go dine at filipino restaurant..usually arabic foods,like biryani chicken(rice with chicken and all arab spice)bee biryani..and always mac donalds ,hardees,papa john ,during week ends we usually dined at chillis,kosebasi ,hatam,and other well known restaurant.and my favorite coffee shop,# 1 starbuck! i love my latte..shakespeare..and the last one paul ,paul has lots of variety of foods to choose not just only coffee and pasteries.oh well enough for that..
While blogging this ,im waiting for my boss to arrive from abu dhabi together with the whole family..dont have any instruction so i cant do anything..for now just blogging and browsing till he come..how i wish i dont have to work,i wish i can have more time resting..but sorry to say..i need to coz lots of bills waiting for me backhome..i will be broke then after..if i wont work,i dont have money,when i dont have money i can buy any..hahahaha very simple,work to have money in order to buy what u need..but sometimes our body need rest as well ,and our mind as well ..when ur body is relax your mind is relax as well..ive been relaxing for few days and now im ready to afce the challenges of everyday life god is with me and thats for sure so i know i can make it...oh yeah almost forgot 5 months to go,im going home,,i cant wait to start all over again..building my own dream when im home ..cant wait ......
Thank you lord for the wonderful morning added to my life..thank you also for the protection and guidance for me and to my family and and my love one..lord you are sooo great...thank you for this second chance and thank you for sending me here..i know my lord u have a purpose why i am here..u want me to realized that life is precious..life has soo much to offer,all i need is to ask from you ,work for it ,and live a life sinple and contented..thank you my lord your are the best ..i love you...
Today is just normal day..whew! its gettin cold ...its good things though,being in the middle east country,we are all know that its a hot country but still they have a winter time fall from early Nov to February.".no more sweat" i love it...
I feel like blah blah blah today i will write everything whats on my mind...oh yeah my mahal just called ,its made my heart beat faster ,thank you for the love mahal ko ,thank you for always telling me how much you love..and how thankful you are to be with me..i really appreciated it much and im soo happy that we are getting deeper inlove..i know god is guiding us and he will bless us always..
Going back to the real world..tsk! tsk! to sad to hear one of my friend was in jail for many weeks now..but i dont feel sorry for her ,that is her fault,shes a married woman , here in arab country is very strict when it comes to their housemaid..ate temang is working as a housemaid,,i called her ate temang (means crazy) because shes acts like she is really... she got caugh in the act having sex with pakistani ,and the man as well is in jail as what ive heard from her employer she will be jailed for 4 months and after 4 months she be send back home..what im thinking is ,whats the future now of her children thats expecting her to send money and support them financially..the more worst is mother is the light of the family whom will light in the family member when they are lost..but what now...she shut it off. no more light..what will be the future of the family ..thinking of family matters i valued it much ..because family is very important to me..its not like im expecting that my children someday will takecare of me when im old and grey..its the thing that ..you are here in the world with a purpose,and my purpose is..having a happy family someday and i will give my whole life norturing and lightning them and give them a good life..thats simple i know i can make it because god is always guiding me..
Oh i write to much ,i am carried away of family matters ..its about 9 am here ,,and i dont have breakfas yet..i guess it time for me to grab some cup of tea..until next time..
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